Erinys The Inexplicable

Tumblr is not an exclusive club.

Deal with it.

never dreamt of the day that I’d legitimately be too busy to update facebook/tumblr.

having a life rocks. 

THAT’S OKAY TUMBLR!!

I DON’T CARE!!!

Don’t alert me or let me know in the slightest when someone reblogs my shit!

It’s not like that’s the only warm and fuzzy feeling I get in my life! 

But it’s okay!

I’ll survive…

I’ll give you another chance tumblr email alert.

you little shit…

Tumblr Blues

Oh hi, didn’t see you there…

Tumblr, I’m having a problem. I think I’m loosing enthusiasm for blogging.  Yes, I’ve been busy, but in the past, regardless if I’ve had stuff to do, as soon as I get a thought, it’d go onto Tumblr. 

I suppose I often go through thought droughts like this. But I always come out on top in the end. This time I think I’m too self assured that this drought will break, that I haven’t bothered to do anything to hurry along the process.  My problem is, I don’t believe anything I write lately is up to my self made standards.  And they aren’t >.< Most of it’s drivel. I’m noting a severe lack of metaphors in everything I write lately, and that’s insane, because I adore metaphors. 

I’m also beginning to pick up on words that I use far too frequently, like “adore”, and it makes me cringe. I’m the sort of person who hates to fall into patterns, because I know that I do, all too easily. I have little self control. Patterns are static and boring, I hate it in other people just as much as I hate it in myself. I had a close friend who was a very talented writer, her own failing being that she wrote the same sort of story over and over again, with the same sort of characters and complications. She probably got rather tired of me picking on her about it all the time XD

I am getting better and more accepting of patterns. I justify them as, if a person spends their whole entire life writing the same crap, hopefully by the time someone is interested in buying it, it will be perfection. There are many successful authors who have made a reputation for themselves for writing the same sort of thing. 

I don’t know, I just don’t think I’m ready to settle into one style or genre yet.  I can’t finish a novel and I abhor adhering to structure of any kind. I want to write fantasy, but I feel myself leaning towards more realism. I want to be a journalist, but I can’t keep bias from my writings. 

I’m hoping it will all come to me in time. 

Or I’ll eventually give up on all of this and become a high school counsellor. 

Either way, I’ll get to hear about someone’s life who is more eventful then mine.